Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Whirlwind Holiday Update

We have been busy!

Dec. 18-Seth and I go to his company Christmas party, finish packing, and spend the night at my parent's house for an early morning departure.

Dec. 19- 10 hour drive to my Grandmother's with my family and Aidan. Seth stayed home to get some work done.

Dec. 20-  Christmas celebration with Grandmother, Bob, and my uncle's family. Aidan got a Radio Flyer tricycle and loved trying to work the pedals all by himself.

Dec. 21-Drive to my Grandpa's house ( 2.5 hours) and then later drive (1 hr.) to my uncle's house for a family dinner. Nice time, very tiring day.

Dec. 22- Get up and leave for home (another 10 hour day). Aidan slept very erratically the whole trip and was up at 5:15 am the day of our departure. I was so tired! We arrived home to a clean house and a nice bouquet of roses for me. Seth was gone for Alumni Night at his high school in Topeka.

Dec. 23-Shop most of the day, do laundry, go to a Christmas light show.

Dec. 24- More shopping, bad weather, snow starts falling like crazy. Our Christmas Eve service was canceled, so we went to visit Seth's family for the night. We watched a movie and made it home close to midnight. It was still snowing. I put some cinnamon rolls in the oven for the next morning. Got to bed late.

Dec. 25- My parent's house for Christmas. Long drive on snowy roads. Lovely breakfast, fun presents, relaxing day. We left around 8:00 after Aidan had a ridiculous episode of major diaper rash issues. Long drive in the snow again. Come home and prepare for the next day's festivities.

Dec. 26-Christmas with Seth's family. Still snowing. Lovely time together. Kara and Cody (our friends home for the holidays from Ireland) arrive around dinner time and we all go back to our house. They decide to stay the night instead of just stopping in on the way to Iowa because the roads are so bad.

Dec. 27- Day with friends, playing cards, sledding with Aidan, laughing, talking, and enjoying each other's company. Kara and Cody stay another night on account of the weather.

Dec. 28- Kara and Cody leave for Iowa. We go to my parent's to visit my brother's family one last time. I am exhausted. Leave around lunch, take a nap, pick up the house, make dinner for my brother and his family. Nathan, Sarah, and Xan for dinner. Full house, lots of noise from two little boys. Clean up and go to bed.

Dec. 29- Early morning to Lawrence for breakfast with old friends. Yummy food, McDonald's playplace, Aidan konks out on drive home. Naps for all, then major clean up for our trip tomorrow.

Dec 30-Jan. 2- Going to Oklahoma for a family reunion with Seth's extended family.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Snow Day!



Last week, actually a week from this past Monday, we were blessed with a nice little snow shower. Unfortunately, both kids had the sniffles and really bad coughs and so going out in the 10 degree weather was out of the question.  It was nice and cold though and the snow stayed fresh and clean in our yard for days. Aidan loved just looking at the snow from inside and was always talking about it to me. I felt kinda bad that he didn't have a clue what it really was, so I was hoping he would have a chance to go out and play in it.

Friday came and the snow was still there. Oakley was at home and Aidan's sniffles were almost cleared up. We went to a consignment shop and found some great boots (and they were even Stride Rite) and got all bundled up to go outside.

Aidan had a BLAST.....and I did too.

We ran and stomped and hit snow off the bushes and I pulled him around and around in his sled. He loved it! He squealed and smiled and kept saying, "No (snow)"! I kept looking at Aidan and feeling in awe with how grown up he seemed. He was so sweet and having such a good time and we laughed and played together. I don't think I will ever forget how wonderful it was.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Ai-dee

Ai-dee is how my dear sweet boy refers to himself and it totally cracks me up.

He is always pointing to things that are his and saying, "Ai-dee, Ai-dee." Like, for instance, at 4:00 am when he was crying and needed a drink, he pointed to his cup and happily said his name. Yes, my dear, you are Aidan, and you need to go back to sleep so Mommy can get some rest.

Aidan was playing on the stage at church this weekend after service ( his Daddy was on the worship team and was supervising him). He picked up one of the microphones and started singing and dancing around. It was hilarious! That night, he found a piece of a weight machine that he thought looked like a microphone and proceeded to yell into it. Ladies and Gentlemen, we have a performer.

Aidan refers to feta and parmesan cheese as "baa", like what he calls a sheep. I have no idea what put this into his head other than the resemblance of white fluffiness, but it absolutely cracked me up when he came up with the word all on his own and now happily exclaims it when I open the fridge.

Aidan thinks his Grandpa is a chicken, or so it seems. Grandpa has this special little noise that he does with Aidan that is supposed to be a duck, but to Aidan it sounds like a chicken. So, when we ask him all the animal noises and add in "What does Grandpa say?" he does his best impression of chicken. Actually, it has gotten to the point that when he wants his Grandpa he just makes that noise all the time.

My sweet little Ai-dee, you make me laugh.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

The sun will come out tomorrow

Yesterday....

Seth had his tooth pulled early in the a.m. and then stayed late at work

Aidan broke a glass ornament by throwing it down our stairs

My dinner was a flop and we went to get Taco Bell as a substitute

My  nose started running

Aidan woke up early from his nap (1 hour 20 min.) because of the doorbell ringing

I opened my Christmas present from my husband by accident

Aidan watched way too much television

I went to bed early with this song in my head..." the sun will come out tomorrow..."

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Brain, why do you fail me sometimes?

Yesterday I left Aidan's light on during his nap. He woke up early.

Last Friday, I tried to buy some chicken at Hen House, but the words escaped me.

I am often not sure if it was a cone fall or a phone call, or if I knit my hee or hit my knee.

Thank the Lord for grace.

The babies are coughing while they nap. One is squealing.

Once again, thank the Lord for grace.

Monday, December 7, 2009

MOPS, food, and trying...

MOPS (Mothers of Preschoolers) is an amazing thing that I discovered this fall. I wish they had a meeting every week, but sadly it is only twice a month. We had our Christmas party today and it was lovely. I gorged myself on all the food and chatted nonsensically with all the moms until it was time to go. It was the best kind of therapy for a Monday.

Speaking of food, I have been in a baking mood lately. I made two batches of bread dough this weekend, but had the worst time with it. I have made bread in the past and although I followed the same recipe, my dough would not rise....twice. It was ridiculous. I ended up making an abundance of pizza with the dough and managed to bake two loaves that turned out halfway decent, but it was all quite frustrating.

Random: I am starting to understand the whole "trying for a baby" thing and it is somewhat emotionally exhausting. I think I like surprises much better.

Friday, December 4, 2009

20 months



Dear Aidan,

Today you are 20 months old! You are only 4 months away from turning 2 which is so hard for me to believe.

I won't lie, this last month with you has been a trying one for me, but there have also been some great moments. You were sick for 6 weeks straight (the whole of last month) and topped if all off with a lovely ear infection. You finished your round of antibiotics yesterday and it seems to have already made you feel much better.

Your tantrums have gotten more extreme this month and also more frequent. Most things feel like a fight with you. Even today, you started doing something you know your not supposed to and asked for a spanking for doing it. You are quite the smart little stinkerpants and you really know how to get a rise out of me.

You are saying more and more words everyday and it is hard to keep track of all that you know. You talk in long paragraphs of gibberish to everybody and seem to expect that we understand you perfectly. My favorite thing is when you end a long string of nonsense with "ma-ma" as if you are telling me something. You do that all the time and I try to be attentive to everything you say. Your frustration with being unable to communicate seems to be fueling the fire for your tantrums and I greatly anticipate the day that you can really talk to me even though I know you won't stop.

You have been learning your letters this month and know "a, b, and sometimes c." You love to find letters you know and you are always noticing letters on everything. You have learned what a star is too and you are getting much better at figuring out the shape sorter on your own.

You continue to love music and have started "singing" a lot. You copy sounds that we make and you sing along when we are listening to music or singing to you. Your favorite song (besides the Elmo's World theme) is "My God is so Big." You are learning the motions and you are so cute to watch. Just last night, Daddy played the Elmo's World theme song on the piano and you perked up and said "la-la" (your affectionate name for Elmo and all things Sesame Street).

Your favorite things this month are: blankie, Elmo, singing, reading books, keys, climbing, baths, bubbles, cookies, and cuddling.

You are fun to watch as you grow and mature. We are thankful for you and hope that you soon grow out of this rather frustrating phase you are in right now, but until you do, we will love you through it.

Love,

Mom

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Thankful.

Thanksgiving has come and gone, but my heart is still pondering its thanks.

I had a difficult time feeling thankful this week, but I definitely knew that it was a state that I needed to find myself in.

It is good to be reminded of the richness of God's favor and blessing in our lives. It is also good to remember His grace and salvation for sinners.

We had two full days of eating lots of food and entertaining toddlers. I was 5 pounds heavier and exhausted by the end of it all.

As I dwell on an attitude of thankfulness today, many things come to mind that I am grateful for.

-health for myself and family

-a warm house and good food to eat

-cars that run

-Aidan

-an understanding husband

-friends

-a bed to sleep in at night

-water to drink, wash clothes, and shower with

-a Godly heritage

- a good church to attend

-love: God's and others

I am thankful.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Honesty

Crystal nominated me to write 10 honest things about myself in her latest blog post.

So here I go!

1: I love to observe people and pay attention to the things they wear, the way they fix their hair, their makeup, their expressions, their personalities, and personal fitness.

2: I often have a problem comparing myself to those I observe.

3: I look at the clock and count down the hours until Seth comes home on a daily basis. I also count down to naptime and bedtime too. I should delight in the present more.

4: I don't spend nearly enough time in prayer or reading my Bible as I should. My excuses are good, but definitely not good enough.

5: I have an intense desire for good relationships/friendships with people.

6: I am sometimes very insecure about myself and my abilities to be a good wife, mother, and friend.

7: I don't like to hang up my clothes.

8: I obsess about the cleanliness and order of my house on a daily basis, but especially once a month when my hormones make me crazy.

9: I worry about money too often, but the Lord has been changing my heart and teaching me to rely on Him more, so that tendency is lessening greatly.

10: I wish I could be a professional ballerina.

I would tag people, but I honestly don't know who reads this blog, so I'll just say that if you read this, consider yourself tagged!

Monday, November 16, 2009

Funny Aidan Stories

Aidan has been doing some hilarious things lately and I wanted to write them down so I won't forget:

1: Setting out the changing mat, getting the wipes out, lying on the mat, and wiping himself.

2: Sitting in the exersaucer for 30 min. and playing (at 19 months!). Crazy child!

3:Putting his blanket on his head and walking around the house, bumping into things and laughing hysterically about it.

4:Always saying, "Library" when we drive by our local library.

5:Saying, "Ma-ma, bubbles!" and then taking my shampoo and conditioner out of the bathroom and hiding them. When I asked him where they were, he just gave me a blank look.

6:Hiding behind the wall as if playing peek-a-boo.

7: Singing along with music in the car.... "aahhhh, ahhh, ahhhh"

8: Saying, "didi, didi" and rocking back and forth when a song finishes or begins. We still have no clue what this means.

9:Helping me make the bed by picking up the pillows and saying, "thank you" when he hands them to me.

10: Going up to an antibacterial foam dispenser all by himself and getting some "bubbles" and rubbing his hands together.

11: Saying, "Mamen" at the end of prayer time.

12: Jabbering all the time in some weird language that totally only makes sense to him.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The most gorgeous day

This past Sunday was one of the most gorgeous days. The weather was perfect. Aidan slept in. We skipped church and had a leisurely breakfast (leftover pumpkin scones, fruit smoothies, and Starbucks breakfast blend). We took a walk after breakfast and Aidan played at the park. He was full of smiles and sweetness. We played in the leaves. When Aidan went down for his nap, Seth and I ate lunch and then sat outside and read the Bible together. Then we did some yard work. We finished the day with running some errands and eating dinner with Seth's family. It was wonderful!















Monday, November 9, 2009

What we've been up to lately

I feel like I am so behind on posting pictures of what activities we've been doing. Life has just been so busy!

A couple weeks ago, Aidan and his cousin Xan had a visit to Deanna Rose Farmstead. It was a gorgeous, but windy day.



Aidan experienced feeding the goats for the first time. He was a little apprehensive, but kept asking for more and more food. It was so sweet!



Riding the duck!



Xan and his turtle



Aidan loves to play with these shovels, but he is a little bit small for them still.

For Halloween, Aidan was a little monkey again. I found another cute costume and it was so cheap, that I just had to have it for him. He hated getting it on, but loved seeing himself in the mirror and was making monkey noises. He was such a good sport. We didn't do much trick or treating, but we did go to Chipotle for some free burritos.



Aidan and Daddy



Sitting in a sea of pumpkins



Aidan and Momma

We've had a busy fun-filled last few weeks. I am so excited for this holiday season!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

19 months!



Aidan,

It is so hard to believe that you are already 19 months old. You are growing up so much every single day. Since you turned 18 months, you have been obtaining knowledge at such a fast pace and your vocabulary has really increased. Your vocab consists of: dog, duck, hallelujah, mama, dada, steph, keys, bottle, baby, snack, night night, Jesus, eyes, ears, nose, knock knock, hot, bubbles, bye bye, hi, ball, uh-oh, banana, love love, Elmo, beep, cheese, march, jump, bowl, book, snail, frog, roar, peas, pear, spoon, teeth, milk, ear, baa, moo, snake, (monkey noises), knee, egg, blankie, leaves, tree, wheee (slide), nods head for yes, Na-Na, pray, Aidan, grandpa, Maisie, poop, count: 123, library, Grammy, mouse, and more that I cannot recall at the moment. You love to repeat words that we say and you also love to mimic the things we do. You can identify the letter "A" and we are going to start working on the rest of the alphabet soon. You are still our little entertainer and love music, dancing, and playing instruments. You and Daddy have a special connection with music and you contentedly listened to the entire Coldplay album together the other night...you just danced and asked for "more" as soon as each song ended. You have become increasingly aware of things lately and it is so fun to watch you make new connections. For example, the other night I said to Seth, we need to thank Jesus, and you chimed in and said, "pray!" while reaching out your hands to us. Speaking of prayer, you love to pray at night and will stand still and hold our hands until we say "amen." You bow your head and seem to acknowledge the reverence of it all, but as soon as we are done, you collapse in a heap and say "nigh, nigh" so sweetly. You still love to sleep as long as you have your blankie. You sleep about 12-12.5 hours a night and nap a couple hours during the day. I am so glad that you are so great about going down for bed and that it has never been a fight. Aidan, you are my little buddy and I love how loving you are. You give kisses voluntarily and are becoming quite the cuddler. You are obsessed with "ma-ma" right now and you are always calling me when I leave the room. You like to be right near me at all times. Your favorite things to do right now: play with the car keys and put them in and out of the lock, watch Elmo and would watch it all day if I let you, carry your blankie around everywhere (I have started hiding it from you), color/draw (markers are your new obsession), and read books. You are doing so well with having Oakley around and have become such a help with him. You try to wipe his face when he spits up, you bring him toys (and take them away), you lie down with him on his play mat, give him kisses, hold his hand when you are in the double stroller, and say "boo" to him. I know you are going to be a wonderful big brother some day. You are also learning how to obey more and say "yes, Mommy" when I am talking to you. Aidan, there are so many things about you that make you uniquely you and I just can't describe how wonderful that is. You are such a strong personality and have such a will about you that makes life difficult sometimes, but I know you are going to be a powerful man of God some day and I want to foster that in you. I am so blessed to be your mother and I am so proud of you. I am grateful that the Lord has given you to me and allowed me the honor of caring for you these 19 months.

Love,

Momma

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

BBQ Chicken Pizza

One thing that we've been making about once a week is homemade bbq chicken pizza. I found a great recipe towards the end of the summer and you can either grill it or bake it in the oven.



This is the finished product-although this time I used mozzarella cheese when I actually prefer cheddar.

Here is the original recipe with my own personal modifications in parentheses:

1 pkg active dry yeast

1 cup warm water

2 tbls. vegetable oil (I use canola or extra virgin olive oil)

2 teaspoons sugar (I use honey or sucanat)

1 teaspoon baking soda

1 teaspoon salt

2 1/2-3 cups all purpose flour (I use a combination of whole wheat and all purpose)

Toppings:

2 cups cubed cooked chicken

1/2 to 3/4 cup bbq sauce (I have yet to make homemade sauce for this pizza because I am in a hurry to get it together)

1/2 cup julienned green pepper (I actually chop up zucchini instead)

2 cups shredded Monterey Jack Cheese (I use cheddar or whatever I have on hand at the time)

Directions:

In a large mixing bowl, dissolve yeast in water. (I let this stand for about 5 min.) Add, the remaining ingredients, but only 2 cups of the flour. Stir in remaining flour to form a soft dough (I don't always measure this, but just keep adding flour until my dough is not sticking to the bowl anymore).

Knead the dough until smooth and elastic. (I do this in my KitchenAid for like 6-7 min.).  Cover and let rise for 10 min. Roll out dough and transfer to a greased pizza pan.

Grill covered, over medium heat for 5 min. Remove and add toppings. Grill covered, 5-10 min. longer or until crust is golden and cheese is melted.

If you would rather bake in the oven, do the same as above at 400 degrees.

When you grill the pizza, it comes out pretty crispy, but baked in the oven it is a lot doughier and soft.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Backyard Renovation

When we moved to our new house, we knew that the backyard would need some work. We had a brick patio and a wooden deck, but the bricks in the patio were cracked and weeds were growing up in between and the deck was asking for termite invasion. We also needed to put a drain in along the edge of our house because we have a negative grade (the ground slopes downward toward our house) and we didn't want to have flooding issues. Let's just say this has become quite the project.

I wish I had some before pics, but I don't.



This is where the deck used to be and where our new patio will be.  Aidan enjoyed playing in the dirt.



This is our new drain. This was a two weekend project. Seth had to dig out some big bushes and then dig a huge trench before putting in the pipe, gravel, and dirt.



The demolished deck which we can use for firewood for the fire pit we hope to build.



Aidan sitting in the dirt playing with an old shoe. (Excuse his outfit--I just threw on some clothes he could get dirty in)

Hopefully in the next few weeks, the patio will be finished and I can update with some pics of what it looks like after all the work!

Monday, October 26, 2009

Great Expectations



I am looking towards the future with great expectations of what is to come. There seems to be a lot of change headed our way.

Seth is looking into the possibility of some intense training/schooling along with continuing to work his job full-time.

We are talking very seriously about baby #2.

We are rearranging and discussing and hoping and praying for these great changes in our lives.

I tend to find myself getting too involved mentally with mere ideas and I take off with a plan for the next 10 years, but God is really teaching me to wait and see. Wait and see what plans He has in store for us. Our ideas are just that....ideas. He knows what lies ahead.

Thank you Lord for turning my expectations into greater trust in You.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Unusually Pleasant

Today was a day of few kinks. Thank you, Lord.

It was raining most of the day in a most dreary sort of way. The leaves have started falling off our trees and the lawn and driveway are hidden in a blanket of yellow and gold. If you look hard you can spot a patch of grass, but the leaves seem to have taken over as if to say that there is no turning back to the green days of summer.

The babies were not restless...I was at peace. I was surprised at my calm. The rain has a way of making me itch to escape from the hum-drum of the house. We ventured out twice. It was a sight to see, I'm sure. Diaper bag slung over one shoulder, baby carrier in one arm, and toddler on opposite hip, walking in an odd way to distribute the weight just enough so as not to tip over.

The library was buzzing with activity...rainy days have that affect on places like that. I love the library...I don't always enjoy keeping up with an 18 month old in the library, but when I am free to peruse the shelves at my leisure I am in heaven.

The babies slept...I had about 40 min. to myself and it was nice. I cleaned the kitchen and crocheted a hat that I completely restarted later this evening.

Seth was gone tonight, so it was just me and the boy for bedtime. Aidan was full of giggles and his smiles erased any lingering negativity from the past week. I was in love tonight...the delight was indescribable. We laughed, wrestled, tickled, threw our heads back, stuck out our tongues, mimicked each other's noises, and laughed some more. He wanted to stay in his bath forever and I was perfectly content sitting on the bathroom floor, watching him splash and sing and ask for more and more "bubbles." We cuddled and prayed and kissed and whispered and then he was off to bed. I didn't want it to end.

I spent the rest of my evening mopping the kitchen floor, watching some old ER, and doing pilates-not nearly as meaningful as the preceding events.

Thank you God for the gifts You have bestowed on me.

A few days ago, I read something that has been ever present with me and I wanted to share it.

Do Not Rush. Trust. And Keep a Quiet Heart.

"I think I find most help in trying to look on all the interruptions and hindrances to work that one has planned out for oneself as discipline, trials sent by God to help one against getting selfish over one's work. Then one can feel that perhaps one's true work-one's work for God-consists in doing some trifling haphazard thing that has been thrown into one's day. It is not a waste of time, as one is tempted to think, it is the most important part of the work of the day-the part that one can best offer to God. After such a hindrance, do not rush after the planned work; trust that the time to finish it will be given sometime, and keep a quiet heart about it. "

-Annie Keary, 1825-1879

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

physically worn, but spiritually new

Today I have a splitting headache.

Aidan is away at my mom's house (hurray!), but she thinks he is running a fever (boo!).

As far as things go physically, I am just worn out to the max.

I have been complaining for too long and the Lord has been working on my heart. The past few weeks I have been hearing the Word in a fresh and new way that excites my spirit even when all other facets of my being are broken down and tired.

I will bless the Lord at all times. I will. I will.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Smart...or maybe not



It seems I cannot escape half-witted, frazzle-brained behaviors these days. Motherhood seems to do that to you I guess.

While I find my lack of togetherness, and all around half-conscious blunders to be rather frustrating in the moment, I do enjoy a good laugh when all is said and done.

Last week I had a particularly bad day. (note to self: don't leave your brain at home)

I was taking Aidan and Oakley to my friend's house before we went to a library "rhyme time." After the huge effort of getting both little ones in the car and pulling away from the house, I realized a few minutes down the road that I had forgotten to brush my teeth. Gross! I couldn't remember the last time I did that. So, I hurriedly drove back to the house, jumped out the car, leaving the babies behind, and quickly brushed my teeth. So, no big deal, and we were off again. Things went rather smoothly (as much as possible when pushing a stroller and trying to chase a reckless 18 month old toddler) for the rest of the morning. The library event was canceled, so after a quick change of plans we went to play at a local church. All was well until it was time to go. At this point, I had a hungry and tired toddler on my hands and I was desperately trying to locate all my things to get the kids in the car. But, wait, where did I put my keys? I started frantically searching and hoping that I hadn't locked them in the car. No, they were not in the car, but my car was unlocked nonetheless, as I had forgotten to lock it in all my hurry (did that again this morning too). I searched all over: the bathroom, the play room, the floors, the diaper bag (twice). I decided to just get the kids in the car and go from there. And wouldn't you know, after I ran back inside to scour the place, I come out to find them sitting in the diaper bag which I already searched twice. Grrrr! I jumped in the car and drove away.

Now, here is the funny part.

I FORGOT MY STROLLER IN THE PARKING LOT!

I left it sitting right there and drove away.

And I didn't think about it until 4 days later...when I realized it was not in the trunk or the garage.

I started calling around to places I had been and lo and behold, it is waiting for me at the church.

I'm glad I can laugh about it.

So, anyone have a funny story to tell on yourself?

Check this out!

This site has some unique jewelry. The designs are so simple, but so delightful.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

All is calm...for now

Both babies are sleeping...for the moment. I am eating some yogurt and granola and browsing on craigslist.

It is rare to be able to sit down without interruption these days, but I cherish the time with doing mindless activities. :)

Aidan had his 18 month checkup today and did great. He had to get 2 shots, but thankfully it wasn't too traumatic. I am delaying many of his shots, so he never gets more than that at a time. No flu shot for us either. He is 33 1/2 in. (82nd percentile) and 25 lb.s 3 oz.s (45th percentile).

Oakley is teething at 3 months...or so it seems. His bottom gum is getting bumpy and he is congested and fussy. He chews on everything and he's been running a mild fever today. No fun!

Playing "mom of 2 under 18 months" is not easy, but I am adjusting daily. Both have been sick recently and that made things more stressful, but I am learning new things all the time. So come on baby #2, I am ready for you!

I am trying to find time to take up crocheting again. OH, where does the time go?

I am also really loving MOPS. I am so happy I joined up and I wish it could be every single week, or even every day for that matter! It is so refreshing and relaxing.

I am trying to figure out how I am going to exercise as the weather gets colder. I haven't been on a good routine anyway because I have been so exhausted from my days with the boys. Must get in good shape before we start thinking about having another baby though.

It is still quiet in the house....Hallelujah!

Monday, October 5, 2009

18 months



To my happy and sweet little boy,

You are now 18 months old...1/2 of the way to 2, which is crazy to believe! You are learning at an incredible pace these days and I have a hard time keeping track of everything you are doing. Some of your new words this month are: beep, cheese, march, jump, bowl, book, snail, frog, roar, milk, and moo. You repeat so much of what we say now and it is so fun to see you sounding words out. You say "more" all the time now when you want something and you also say "no" a lot more too. Playing in the car has lost its attractiveness for now, but you are now obsessed with beeping the horn and you say "beep beep" all the time. You like to ring the doorbell several times when we get home and you always say "ding dong." You had another nasty ear infection this month and it was a long week of runny noses, little sleep, and lots of fussing, but your special blanket and Elmo kept you happy. You love to watch TV and although I don't like to let you so much, it is a real life saver when I am feeding Oakley. Speaking of Oakley, you are really starting to adjust to his presence more and more. You try to be a big help to Mommy and can give him his pacifier and you help with giving Mommy wipes when I am changing his diaper. You want to always throw his dirty diapers away and you will also bring him his blanket if he is crying. You like to talk to him and kiss him and rock him. You are still sometimes a little rough, but you really are improving daily. Aidan, you are so full of personality that it baffles me sometimes. You have an incredibly strong will, but you are also extremely sensitive at times. It is hard to know how to discipline you, but it is so sweet to see you respond to correction in a positive way. You love to be with other children and you have lots of little friends. You talk and talk in long sentences that make no sense and you smile and hug them. You have even been caught stealing kisses from little girls. There are so many wonderful things that you do that I want to always remember this time in your life.

You are so loved!

Mommy

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

When life gets crazy...

...it is good to stop and breathe.

The last two days have been hectic. Oakley (the 3 month old I watch) screamed for 45 min. and would not be pacified yesterday...he also would not eat for several hours. After a long day with him, he took a little visit to his doctor and was diagnosed with his first cold.

Aidan has been battling ear infections, congestion, cutting teeth, and a nasty diaper rash (thanks to antibiotics). He went ballistic last night went I tried to change his diaper and would not lie down or let me clean him in any way. He ended up peeing on me and after much coaxing, I managed to use a damp towel to gently wipe him and diaper him up. It was stressful and no fun.

This morning had an early start because Aidan decided to start screaming 1.5 hours earlier than normal. I confess...I made a bad choice at that moment, and decided to be grumpy about it for most of the day.  Then end result was not good. Aidan sensed my tension and threw temper tantrums all morning, things were falling out my cupboards, food was flying, and nothing seemed to be going right.

Then I stopped.

I pondered and decided.

I need to be the one to change this day.

I rebuked any sort of evil attack on our lives, and I went about my day.

Thankfully, we did much better the second half and I was relieved to realize just how much power my decision to change my attitude can hold.

I hope I remember that tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I love Fall

Yesterday was a beautiful crisp fall day and I fell in love.

I love the way the cold air smells, the anticipation of what lies ahead....

You know, babies look so adorable in jackets too.

I kept looking at Aidan yesterday in complete awe of how much he has grown up and how much responsibility he brings to my life.

I am blessed.

There are things in life that feel so discouraging, but I am loved by the King.

There is nothing better than realizing that love....

...and making chocolate chip cookies to end the day.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Old Settler's Day Parade

Every year since we've been in Kansas, we've been a part of the Old Settler's Day Parade. Our church does some big floats with our worship band, hands out water, candy, and popsicles, and has a huge brigade of motorcyclists bringing up the rear.

The first year we participated, I was about 9 weeks pregnant with Aidan and battling morning sickness. The parade was exhausting!

Last year, Aidan was 5 months old and he rode in the stroller and was awake for the whole thing.

This year, Aidan, now 17 months, rode some in his wagon and then my mom carried him the rest of the time. He enjoyed it, but was a little tired.

Here are some pictures to enjoy!



Aidan getting into a big ice chest. He is on the far right and his look alike buddy Emerson is in the middle. (They are just one week apart in age)



Pretending to drive the golf cart



Watching everyone intently



While the pastor was yelling out instructions to the group, Aidan started yelling too...something he does whenever he hears other people talking loudly. Oh yeah, and he always straightens his arms out too.



Riding in the parade



The worship band



Walking with Grandma

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Good Friends, Good Times

About 3 weeks ago, Seth and I were given the privilege of going on a little getaway with some dear friends. Cody and Kara are our absolute favorite couple ever...Kara and I were roommates and best friends in college and Cody and Seth also shared a room for a semester and became friends due to similar nerdy interests :). They have been living in Arkansas since college days, but are moving to Ireland for the year while Cody pursues more schooling. Since we knew we weren't going to see them for awhile we decided to plan a 4 day, 3 night trip with them.

We decided to meet up near Branson and stay at a smalltown little "resort." It was wonderful! We laughed, talked, played cards, sat out at the pool, played more cards, ate bbq, played miniature golf, and thoroughly enjoyed each other's company. Seth and I (especially me) loved having a break from parenting and savored each morning we slept in. We did miss the little guy even though he was in good hands at Grandma's house.

On the 3rd day there, Cody came down with some stomach bug and our plans got rearranged a bit. Seth and I went out for the day alone and ended up spending our time listening to a long pitch about timeshares, going to Silver Dollar City, and seeing the Haygoods. After the Haygood show we left for home and made it back around 2 am. It was a long night for us especially since we are not really late night people. We got up the next morning around 11, went out for a late breakfast, and picked up our precious boy that afternoon.

It was a refreshing and wonderful time away, but so good to be home again.



Me and my bestie!



very dear friends



me and the hubs



what I love about SDC



making memories



two crazies



we don't get out much!

Monday, September 7, 2009

17 months-a few days late

Man, where has the time gone? I can't believe a month has passed and I never updated on here.

Well, it's time again for the little boy update/letter of the month.

Here are a few pics from the last month:



Aidan's new activity: Coloring!



He loves his little table



Watering the flowers at Grandma's house



A little thirsty!



Aidan and Oakley (his pretend baby brother)



Scrubbing the sidewalk in a monkey costume (preview for Halloween)



What am I wearing?



Please get this off of me!

Aidan,

You are unbelievably funny. Your personality is continuing to develop and we absolutely love it. You are growing up so much now and it is amazing to see all these wonderful changes. You are now very skilled at going up and down stairs and can walk down with some assistance. You actually walked down once on your own when Mommy was too busy to help you and although it was a little scary to watch, you did so well. You have continued to be a little climber, but because of so many falls last month, you have grown a little more timid. You are talking more and more these days and while most of it is gibberish you say many words: dog, duck, hallelujah, mama, dada, Steph, keys, bottle, baby, snack, night night, Jesus, eyes, ears, nose, knock knock, hot, bubbles, bye bye, hi, ball, uh-oh, banana, love love, Elmo, and sometimes (please, thank you, and gentle). You make several animal noises, but the elephant is by far your favorite. You also make noises for a rooster, chicken, cat, and dog. You still sign more, please, all done, and thank you.  You seem to understand almost everything we say and we have to be careful when we talk about going outside or about certain foods you like because you will instantly want to "go" or eat whatever it is. You shake your head no when you don't like something or when we ask you questions. You say no to things that you want to do too, so sometimes it isn't that helpful. You are still super attached to your blanket and we have started saying "bye bye" to blanket during the day so that you don't carry it around with you everywhere. Your favorite thing right now is to play in the car and we seem to do so almost every day. You love to put the keys in the ignition and "drive." You also really love to dance and since we have music on a lot of the time you have plenty of time to practice your moves. You also love to play your tambourine and clap. You have started to clap on beat at times and we can't believe how well you sense rhythm already. You love to go to church and you start clapping when you see the building. You are always great in the nursery and really love other children. You are always trying to kiss them or talk to them. You LOVE to be chased or chase others and you are so full of laughter and joy. Your energy is endless and you always seem to be going a mile a minute without ever tiring. You do love to go to bed at night and are also really great about taking your nap. You go right down without a fuss almost every time. Your are finally taking just one nap a day and that frees up the morning for playdates and outings. Recently, Mommy started watching a little baby (Oakley) and it has been quite the transition for you. You seem to love him and if he is anywhere near you, you can't stop saying "hi" and "baby" and you kiss him all the time. You are a little too aggressive though and Mommy can't trust you for a second with him. You have started biting Mommy when she feeds the baby, but hopefully this is only a phase that you are working through. You have definitely been high maintenance since Mommy started this job, but you are doing much better at playing independently. You are also easily distracted with movies (especially your favorite-Elmo) and popsicles. :) Aidan, there is so much more that I could write about you because I don't want to forget you at this stage. I know that I will miss the morning cuddle time in bed and the funny little gestures you make. Your laugh is contagious and sweet and you are so loving sometimes. I will miss the innocent kisses, baby gibberish, the cute way you suck your thumb, your funny expressions, your cute little features, and your sweet little baby chubbiness. You are and always will be an absolute joy!

Love,

Momma