i don't know if i have always been a planner or if this personality trait suddenly appeared in my late teens. regardless.... it has been a natural tendency of mine for quite some time now.
lately i have been realizing how much i have planned things with friends, initiated events etc... in my lifetime. as much as i enjoy the after effect of doing this, i loathe being the one with the responsibility when it comes to friendships. i think i sometimes spend too much time trying to maintain and pursue friendships.. and i just grow weary of it or get taken advantage of in the long run.
things have been difficult for me in the friend department lately. i am really praying that God send's someone my way that feels exactly how i do.
wow, krista. i'm sorry to hear that you struggling lately. i know that, at times, i invest everything i have into a relationship with someone and then i get burned. there are some friends that will stick closer than a brother, and then others, that, well, just don't. i will pray that the lord would bring someone in your life, either at your work, church, ect. that will be able to encourage and lift you up in Him, pray with you, have fun. i know when you first get married it's hard b.c it's all about your hubby (as it should be:)) but you always need those outside relationships too. please know that i am praying for you and i do understand.....keep me updated....
ReplyDeletetake care,
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